become YOU

whilst walking out the other night to absorb the powerful rays of the moon into my psyche i passed many houses on my way...in each house the flickering lights of television screens held the houses occupants in the passive state which overcomes so many in the evening hours out here in the west...on i walked, breathing in deeply of the air, the oxygen....feeling alive! i was soon in a field, alone of course,not many round here share my interest in nature at night! lol! mmmmmmm, peace, breathing easy, deeply....simpl being alive....these days, if i ever watch tv, which is rare indeed, i feel its imagery often draining, as if it is filling me upo with opinions and ideas i do not need in my psyche...bombarded are we...in the cities and towns, by advertising everywhere we go, by noise, alertness, humans in the rapid to-ing and fro-ing of errands, all moving to the clock...time, time time...except the wino over there..(but thats a different story)..when do we get a chance to become OURSELVES, feel our glory, our depths and connections ...well, we have to make the space for these things, we have to search, and notice, and ALLOW, bye for now, i/m off to te fields:)

mental storms

the terrain of the inner as we move through these transformative times is a place of amazement! as the old structures shift and break up we, (as the fragments),move through space time and dance where we vibrate the best....we can be born anew in the blink of an eye...we are awake in degrees, a lot goes on under our radar, i guess it has to for it would be difficult to operate in this 3d world if we were fully open i guess....we are shapes changing as we move, if we are heart centred we will be re-configuring in sacred geometrical patterns and will be feeling increasingly good as we come into contact with others vibrating along similar lines....but storms pass, twisters, tornados...small 'whipped up' forms born of panic and misplaced emotion...we are learning to grow stronger yet more flexible, to allow errant structures to pass thru our lighter vibrations causing less and less damage...our cellular dance beats more naturally, more in tune, it is getting easier for many, ah, the relief, the trust, feels good after being part of the old machine, albeit unwillingly, for long, long time...freedom is near us all.....can u feel it too?

the new love template

lets not beat about the bush here.....the system as we know it is on the way out..the leaders have either been blinded for long time of fundamental laws of reality or been slaves of processes that they had only minimum control of...(the runaway train)..it is splitting, dissolving,cracking...there is panic being beamed out of tv media central...panic, gloom, and above all a massive impotence as they feel the ship enter the depths.....ahh, the depths...what do we mean by this phrase..the crucible, the flux, the shifting, the bits between...anyone with sense will have noticed a long time ago changes coming , they will have felt it, been shown it, noticed hints, warnings, patterns and the like...i am on twitter for examole, under the name worldtreeman, and i have a wide circle of 'human stars' that are sharing this moment in time with me...it is wonderful...feel the excitement, if u have not done already, then suspend the lines incoming from media news central as they panic about the euro, about the yen, the dollar, about the debt, the loans STOP! its going, its had it, and this is ultimately good for people and planet...well it can be anyway...now, more than ever we have to support, give light, understand, reach out and inspire each other...lets be in this for real, its amazing...its the NEW LOVE TEMPLATE!! and it deserves celebration!

lovin the shadows

here we are....humans on our earthwalk, walking the visions,talking the talk, doing this, and that, experimenting, learning,all the many things we do...latel i have been thinking of the many parts of being human that make us 'real' and 'whole'...ok, i acknowledge that many people are unconcerned with 'wholeness' and thats fine, each is on their own unique path here...and no one should be 'made' to do anything....but to those that are, then to be 'whole' means endeavouring to embrace the whole of the self...the light bits and those other bits, the darkness and the shadows...i remeber many years ago having a conversation with a girlfriend and she said..'accept your dark side and you will be happy'...at the time i thought how glib that sounded. i was sitting there, suffused in a cosmic swirl of odd forces tr ng to find expression and she was saying in an almost throwaway fashion , as if it was easy...of course, it wasn't easy!! my blocks had been FEAR..oh yes, a BIG fear born of a sensitive turn of the spirit that suddenl found itself inside an opened door that was like a horror film...i demonised the dark..kept it away with crucifixes and the like until it grew darker and more twisted,,and more ANGRY!!! an encounter with a shaman started the path to acceptance. and ten years later, after engaging with the forms and forces in the meltwaters of the defrosted ice worlds within (courtesy of the shamans work), i have done a lot of work...i now see some things i didn't before..if we don't accept, then we project..hence the saddams, the gaddafis etc of this world are held up and everyone pours forth their fears and hatreds on them...i have got to the point now that if i see a person who is held up in this way then it is them that needs vast amounts of healing sent their way...after all, if we are a collective, then some will don the mask that is required by the collective and some will wear the evil masks and keep on doing this until we are more whole as a species..i believe energy is free flowing but comes across blocks and gets warped and twisted, personalities can then grow in this 'kink', until the kink is sorted out.many parts of our society today have these 'kinks' and warps, and it is here that we have the work to do...some do a lot of work of this nature,i believe if one can, then one should, well at least light a candle now and then and get to the centre point and send some of the 'basking love vibes' to where it is needed ...FEAR is the thing we need to grow through...send it LOVE...LOVE and more LOVE.....

before i was brought in

the tears built up behind the dam, remnants of the tyrannic days of the egos power. Up above, a dove surveys the scene, from out of natural eyes, flies above the damaged land, witnessing new life. Down below a once proud man lies on the ground, head open like an oil can, he leaks strange thoughts, corrosive dreams into the land. Hoping that the inner sun, beneath the earth can cope with these new germs, holding on while he still can, and holding shakily in his mind, visions of mary and mother earth, visions of millenia, purity, an ancient birth. Yielding to the yonder blue, he turns around now he is drained, he sees the clouds up in the sky, and feels to be like them. now that he's become a song, to be played on a distant pipe, he sees the dove , together they fly, given up his guns, lay down his knife. If his life is just beginning, then what was it before, an eternity in a prison cell, trapped within cerebral walls, locked and stifled, poisoned and mad, he paced around crazy walls, only glad, that he had, tatooed locks and mechanisms, upon his skin, and only glad he'd learned to paint from memory, before he was brought in, galleries of suns, galleries of moons, galleries of fools, galleries of him.

release the illusional forms

been thinking a lot about illusions lately and how easy it is to become 'bound' to them. A good example of this is if someone had a problem, anxiety, for example. they may search for help and try to cure it but there should come a point where they step away from the problem and release the mental loop that has been in place for however long the problem has been around for. If the loop is not dealt with it will keep on playing over and over, the person will keep seeking healing and not try to think they are healed. obviously this doesn't apply to everyone but it certainl will be a proportion of people. the initial problem really can end up an illusion that is keeping the person trapped. seek help, accept healing, then release the old binding loop which has kept you tied to the problem in the first place.concensus reality is responsible for keeping people trapped in myriads of illusions. it suits the big pharmaceutical companies to put forward the norm that we are all stressed, anxious and depressed. this has been succesful on their part and has filled their pockets considerably. we are not really like this, it is an illusionary way to be. we can all be healthy and strong, and we certainly don't need the majority of their blasted drugs! peace to all!

spring camping

well, i had my first camping trip of the year two days ago....on the welsh coast in between barmouth and harlech. the journey out was fine for the first 15 mins, then when i hit the llandegla moors the snow began! blizzard conditions ensued, fallen trees lay in the mushy slushy road. stay calm, i thought, and slowed down , but after a while i got into the technique and marvelled at the snowy wildness i was heading into. eventually, i reached a wind and slate grey skied barmouth, the sea surged to the left as i fololowed the narrow winding road into the town. after refuelling with an all day breakfast i continued to the campsite. i was the only person there! i stepped out, brrrrrrrr! and stepped back in again! I spent the next 2 hours unwinding with self hypnosis tapes, until the pull of the outdoors was too much. donning several layers, and a russian style flaps over ears hat i made my way to the wind whipped beach, through the sand blasted dunes. i stayed on the beach for half an hour collecting wood in a rucksack then headed back to light a fire. eventually, i got one going and cooked some onions, potatoes and a steak! i watched a stormy sky turn black for night and shivered in my tent. around 11 o clock i could stand no more and hobbled thru the snow to my car, heater on, snuggled up best i could. i looked across at the winking lights of the hill village of dyffryn and the dark shape of the mountain moelfre. i had a patchy sleep and awoke to another cold day....however, later, as i was walking thru the wilderness of the dunes, the sky took on blue and a warming sun appeared. it had all been worthwhile, i felt fantastic, i climbed the hilldunes and looked down to the surging sea, the wind took all negativity away and i stood, like an avatar, healed and full of spring energy, connected in so many ways!