lovin the shadows

here we are....humans on our earthwalk, walking the visions,talking the talk, doing this, and that, experimenting, learning,all the many things we do...latel i have been thinking of the many parts of being human that make us 'real' and 'whole'...ok, i acknowledge that many people are unconcerned with 'wholeness' and thats fine, each is on their own unique path here...and no one should be 'made' to do anything....but to those that are, then to be 'whole' means endeavouring to embrace the whole of the self...the light bits and those other bits, the darkness and the shadows...i remeber many years ago having a conversation with a girlfriend and she said..'accept your dark side and you will be happy'...at the time i thought how glib that sounded. i was sitting there, suffused in a cosmic swirl of odd forces tr ng to find expression and she was saying in an almost throwaway fashion , as if it was easy...of course, it wasn't easy!! my blocks had been FEAR..oh yes, a BIG fear born of a sensitive turn of the spirit that suddenl found itself inside an opened door that was like a horror film...i demonised the dark..kept it away with crucifixes and the like until it grew darker and more twisted,,and more ANGRY!!! an encounter with a shaman started the path to acceptance. and ten years later, after engaging with the forms and forces in the meltwaters of the defrosted ice worlds within (courtesy of the shamans work), i have done a lot of work...i now see some things i didn't before..if we don't accept, then we project..hence the saddams, the gaddafis etc of this world are held up and everyone pours forth their fears and hatreds on them...i have got to the point now that if i see a person who is held up in this way then it is them that needs vast amounts of healing sent their way...after all, if we are a collective, then some will don the mask that is required by the collective and some will wear the evil masks and keep on doing this until we are more whole as a species..i believe energy is free flowing but comes across blocks and gets warped and twisted, personalities can then grow in this 'kink', until the kink is sorted out.many parts of our society today have these 'kinks' and warps, and it is here that we have the work to do...some do a lot of work of this nature,i believe if one can, then one should, well at least light a candle now and then and get to the centre point and send some of the 'basking love vibes' to where it is needed ...FEAR is the thing we need to grow through...send it LOVE...LOVE and more LOVE.....