The Need To Speak The Mind

People think...have countless thoughts, some fleeting, others deeper,some reactionary, others reflective..some have scattered thoughts, others cohesive, some have organised thoughts, others disorganised, and so on and so on....on the whole though, i would say that people have certain 'thought themes' which may occupy them for a while, sometimes until 'whatever that theme is' is solved, or shared, or it evolves and becomes something else. Now if we talk about balance, (as this is a 'thought theme' that seems to crop up time and time again in my writings,)would it not seem apparent that if thoughts do not 'find expression' or 'flow along' then problems may arise? Do these thoughts then bottle up, hit walls, dams, barriers, and either stagnate and pollute, or rebound back on the thinker and cause depressing energies in the psyche? I would suggest this is the case...Our societies seem to have 'buffer zones' on certain themes and topics which put people off going down these 'taboo thought trains'. Death is an example of this,peopel do not talk about it for fear ...fear of what? fear of 'seeming negative' or 'being seen as a depressive' . This is common, because in our system of conventional reality presently a lot of people seem to have the need to be seen to be positive and bubbly, so a frank or friendly discussion on the subject of death would seem out of place in this candyfloss glossy bubble that so sparkles with positive energy! Hence a barrier, a blockage, and like any blockage.(ask any plumber!) blockages aint good! So what we need is a tackling of the 'taboos' a discussing of them, a piercing of them in a way...bring 'em down to size a bit...stop inflating them..talk, talk, talk, share, uncover,and then they will be on the path to healing:)

out of balance due to wealth fixation

We are great beings! We think in many different ways,have the potential to interact locally and globally instantaneously! we can grow things, make things,show things,talk about things, about feelings, concepts,...we can sing, dance, express a myriad of emotions...and still we grow, still we improve.improve? mmmm...go back in time and people created circles of stone to catch the rays of the sun at the times of the solstice...remote asfrican tribes could draw maps of star systems,pyramids were built for the burial of pharoahs...we were pretty damn good back then really! improve? where are we now? we stand at a point where the system our species has created is welded together electronically..instead of ley lines and power lines we have cyber lines...electricity grids, cable junctions, servers,mainframes...and watching graphs on screens in buildings located in the heart of the cities of the developed world we have traders...making calls, going along with hunches,pressing buttons, altering destinies...we have the markets. the markets! The forces that determine the movements of wealth...that have impact on all the economic plethora of terms and concepts..credit ratings...and you have NOW!! economies plunged into economic dire straits, going bust,hyper inflated...its out of control...the markets are jittery, and they have no cure for the jitters, because people don't want to lose their money..the traders sell..they panic, they make decisions based on what they thin k will happen tomorrow..gambling! casino reality...if it all goes pear shaped who jknows!?! but what of this...of wealth..of money? how much of our lives does the concept or pursuit or worry etc etc etc about and of money use up? how much energy is used? how much time fretting about a future personal pension? about the mortgage...it seems unbalanced to me. people trade time for it, they sacrifice for it, they gamble for it,...we often mirror the system..this is not our fault, it is what we were born into...there are other things though...love,creation,life,reflection,nature,balance,appreciation...the pursuit of money has led us collectively to this point in time....we balance on the part of the ship still sticking out of the water...there are life boats out there...but how many can see them?

a new magical consciousness...

We are all, whether we know it or not magicians! because we both feel and think...these two qualities are the foundations of any magical arts! So, most people , therefore are probably unconscious magicians, as they are not conscious of the fact that their thoughts and emotions are actually creating the reality that they exist in.One thing i have observed over the recent few years though is a groundswell of change in this regard in that now, many more people are now becoming conscious of their 'magical'qualities and are beginning to utilise their thoughts and feelings to create around them the sort of life they want to experience.This may not be 'labelled' magic though, it may be beter known as 'manifesting' or 'money magnetising' or the like. These are magical systems of sorts as they teach people how to create wealth and abundance for their lives.These are like 'magical templates' that have entered our reality and have attracted many devotees, popular, in part, because 'wealth' is suggested, and living in a materialistic society as we do wealth is a thing that many desire. I have mixed feelings of this craze ... i guess in a way it is a natural stepping stone for the awakening of a society that has been conditioned in the ways of money, a sort of base level mind training in magic that at least offers people a way of looking and interacting with reality that maybe before they didn't.It is only a stage though, and in my opinion it is focusing on one thing whilst ignoring other, more important things to manifest whilst living on the planet at this time. For i think that in time, the thousands, if not millions of people engaged in these forms of magic will bit by bit move on from that first stage, realise how great their powers are, and realise that actually it is pretty dull just trying to satisfy the self when one can overspill and help others , and also the whole planet, join in a community of spirits engaged in the great task of transformation, balance and healing of this marvellous place in space!

the corporate vacuum

The invasion and colonisation of society by corporate reality led to marked changes of behaviour models in the populations of the western first world countries.Staff within these new 'business temples' were encouraged to operate in a mode of 'positivity' and to smile all the time..ok, this sounds quite good in some ways but soon it was obvious that humans are not supposed to be one dimensional like this all the time.People struggled to maintain this saccarine mode of behaviour and soon many felt there was something wrong with them if they could not keep up this bubbly, positive image, because often this spread outside the workplace too, as big corporate companies enticed many of their staff with a whole 'lifestyle package'...so many not only worked in these temples but played in them too...workplace gyms and restaurants...work/life..24/7..tribes of corporate workers lived in cities thus furthering this belief that 'you had to be bubbly! ' so what happened when this could not be maintained? a visit to the doc and PROZAC !! hey presto! tablets now kept up the image...so many people were on them it was almost considered normal, part of the lifestyle. Cocooned in this artificial existance of fake positivity in systems created and perpetually enhanced by psychological experts with extensive knowledge of the brain and human behaviour,it was easy to get lost....divorced from the spirit.Thinking about it, they were extremely clever the creators of corporate reality, because in essence , the jobs most of the people were doing were hellishly boring, but because of the way it was packaged, it seemed attractive, it seemed somehow 'a bit powerful'..also, like any other tribe, certain lifestyle pastimes were aimed at this 'market' of consumers...drinking cool sounding coffee in imported coffee brand emporiums...i mean, what the hell is a skinny latte? or maybe i let certain trends from the collective pass me by!! lol! certain clothes 'sharp suits'...or for the weekend, retro chic, or hippy chic, or lol..latte chic!! depending on the angle offered..hell, even festivals are now saccarine tainted, so the hippy chic can get out and be chic, do a little bit of 'glamping' and be like the celebs in the magazines they read, in the rainbow wellies, wandering through the festival mud!! I digress...suddenly i realise that many have lived/or live like this, i guess it is hard not to in many ways...as most of the time we only partake in what we are offered, so lets examine for a moment what we are offered.Well, this changes like the weather..things pass out/and in /and out of vogue..i mean, go back 10-15 years ago and the mainstream would have avoided music festivals like the plague. Dirty rough weird people attended them (in their eyes)...suddenly, everyone is at it, but of course the prices have gone up, the bands cannot smoke on stage and they have guard towers manned with gangs of security guards watching the perimeter fence which is the size of a house! The days of fencejumping with home made rope ladders or even digging under it seem just hazy memories..what are people offered? television! magazines! lifestyles are 'offered' how to be, how to speak, how to come across, this is cool/thats not cool, its all so shallow really isn't it! image has been dragged to way too high a pedestal , image over substance...and they are clever, these media 'lifestyle' gurus, oh yes, they are clever.

a new beginning

as the fissure of the reality template widened from being breached by inquisitive minds , more and more people found their horizons expanding.It is easy with hindsight to appreciate the fuller patterns of this process but at the time a lot of confusion abounded..especially for many of the trailblazers...poets, artists,visionaries and spiritual types had plenty of stuff to work with, as brave new worlds are full of creative potential! Many rushed out unprepared and undisciplined out of the current reality perimeters and of course many were lost just as soon as they had started! Because a rapid change of reality can be disorientating! We , on the whole, are used to viewing/experiencing the world in a certain way...from the moment we open our eyes at birth we are attuned to a certain world..images and noises become familiar..leading to language patterns and gestures..layers are created and moulded around and connected to the growing psyche, in a way whatever world view we are moulded or morphed into this becomes our reality of habit...this keeps order and sanity moving along...but what if these mouldings and layerings are not sane? what if they are of an errant nature...? what if the grafts of reality that were pasted onto our growing psyches was not of the flow of the natural order of things? I would suggest that as we as a species moved away from a harmonious relationship with the earth and the stars and all the myriad of creatures on the planet, then the reality which we formed for ourselves became, over time, anti nature, alien and warped! As an individual and his reality gets formed and moulded, so does the collectives reality too, in fact, i would suggest that it is difficult to exist as one without the other, in totality! So, into the fissure poured the people, some with a sense of urgency, others of bliss, others caught up in it without realising and waking up in the strange...out of the box! but into......where? well, i see this now as a fresh beginning, a chance to grow in a new way, a stripping of the old errant structures has occured and the time is here to reform from a place of new awareness...from a place of balance, with a view of the earth and the stars...

the dying system-part 4

shamanic tradition asserts that certain methods were used by the medicine man to achieve his inner flight which he would then use to gain wisdom/help the tribe/heal the sick and whatever other reason he needed for entering the otherworlds.One of these methods was the repetitive beat of a drum...in fact research has shown that certain levels of repetitive beats produce various different states within those listening , alpha states, or beta states of consciousness for example .Back in the past, and even today within distant communities of a tribal nature removed from electricity and music systems, the drum was/is still used for this purpose.When trance/acid/techno music exploded on the scene in the late 1980's and into the 90's and up to now suddenly masses of people were exposed to music containing these repetitive beats on a regular basis. Has this created a new breed of shaman? I believe the answer to this is undoubtedly,YES...shamanism is not exclusive anymore..it has been found by thousands, often without any knowledge of what they are doing/seeing.The clues are everywhere...the popular band of the 1990's 'the happy mondays' utilised rhythmic beats in their music and their dancer, bez, who was often seen at the front of the stage with his maracas involved in deep trance was travelling thru vistas i would think and acting like a deranged choreographer , a sort of semaphore man, leading the audience into different realities.other bands, the shamen, the prodigy, for example seemed to be doing stuff along similar lines, in fact the lyrics to 'move any mountain' by the shaman were shamanic in nature...'my vision, one nation, one tribe, one day will come the might to move any mountain'I have attended many of the free 'illegal' raves, before they were curbed and outlawed by draconian governmental measures (criminal justice bill)and have seen and felt the power of these places/events.People were engaged in change, deep magical change of their minds, oftheir spirits and of the template that existed and for the new one that was being brought into being.

the dying system- part 3

In order to see many had to 'open'....seduced were many by tales of hallucinogenic drugs, of l.s.d with their plethora of strange sounding names..'purple oms'..'m.b.s.'(mind,body,soul),'green oms', 'strawberries'..'microdots'...a strange new mind altering world...The thing is everything that led to these 'gateways' seemed cool,seemed far out , different...maybe the ultimate rebellion...something to really remove ourselves from a system which seemed to make people unhappy..strong weeds abounded,skunks with names suggestive of powerful peak experiences...I am not downplaying the 60's experiences here, but this was the 1990's, and the youth were dabbling and tripping out in droves...what often happened was that for many,that swallowed microdot taken in a dark field with strobes and lasers and repetitive beats as a backdrop for the opening mind was nothing short of an initiation...a tribal awakening...which changed the taker forever...Each person thus initiated became a future initiator of others...the eyes seemed to be the portal..strange greens,bright blues,hazel greys..the eyes awakened oft are vivid, colourful, something different from the caged, recycled air dwelling ones still within the boxes. Once opened, forever changed! There is a large section of people in the current reality that will abhor these words, linking together the words drug taker with a whole host of criminal and lowlife type thoughtforms..condemning the experimentors instantly with judgemental attitudes...but this is part of what happened/is happening.Drugs had a part in this..not for all, and not the only way either, but they are part of the equation for many, so judgements aside, let this be seen as just a part of what some people used/experienced as they opened up, to the new realities. Picture a child of the 70's/80's whose parents had beatles records in their collection, who talked of john, paul, george and ringo in fond familiar terms...these people loomed large in the minds of many...it didn't take long to discover the beatles LSD use, to see the psychedelic artworks, to hear the strange songs from their hippy years...woodstock fired our imaginations too..the whole peace and love thing really affected many of us..we wanted some of that too...it seemed simple, the message was simple...drop out..turn on tune in, drop out...oh yeah, we wanted a bit of that too, we wanted long hair and funky clothes, free love and psychedelic fun, and for the more serious amongst us, we wanted peak experiences and awakenings, we wanted mystical insights and deep connections to things that mattered to us..many felt we wanted to pick up the torch lit by the hippies in the 60's blow on it to make it shine brighter, and carry this torch through and into our own flowering times...we could see the system had survived, obviously not enough had dropped out the first time around...so we were here to swell those numbers...so many dived right in, with the burning passiona nd belief of youth...into te psychedelic cauldron!

the dying system..part 2

slowly the matrix settled......but some had avoided being caught...for some had their wires attached to something greater, something that binded systems together the universe over...the love impulse, the freedom impulse....at first the matrix seemed scary, something to almost fear, an alien concept that had taken root and sucked in so many.....but over time it seemed to these cosmic wanderers that the matrix was just like any other stargate...a sort of mandala, a maze, where the sons of adam had been gathered to graze on illusions...just another stargate...but one which they purely for rescue these days, or curiosity..or to search the robot scrapyards looking for a lost friend, or a bit of data they could maybe utilise...but these were the dark days..the days of perimeter fences with guards, drones,lasers...now the fence has many holes , and empty corridors containing any remaining droids moving only to use up the rest of their incredibly long battery life. Of course i am writing here of the mythlands, of the bits inbetween, where the weavings take place...this will mean nothing to many, seem to be ramblings to others, simple story telling to some...but recognised by souls that have seen these places too...who know of wires...of hospital ships in distant constellations...of humans that became droids that became humans again...sometimes only by the miraculous survival of some spark, that lived unseen through the xrays and other unnameable rays and forces, learned to hide itself when needed to...chameleons of future prisons...waiting, hoping...just about remembering...

this dying system...part one...

2012 hasarrived, the year on the lips and in the minds of so many of the humans on planet earth and seems to have created more of an interest since the millenium itself .....well, the millenium came and went, and in fact seems tame now, almost olde worlde...a sort of mental starting block as it were, leading to where we are now.Leading up to the millenium we had pre millenial tension as it was called.Alien visions filtered through the collective consciousness, fuelled by the wave of interest in the x-files during the 1990's and of the sweeping craze of electronic trance music, turning millions into cyber shamans as the repetitive beats moved through our worlds.But, as i said, the millenium dawned, and things didn't seem to shift much, the dawning of the age of aquarius seemed a bit of a let down, the millenium bug failed to materialise and wipe out the computer networks...things seemed to return to normal, well the sort of normal we had got used to here on disconnected spaceship earth....as we bustled and jostled in a system divorced from nature . with our wires trailing in thew cosmic winds many felt lost,perceiving life being lived somewhat artificially, as if reality lay behind some sort of darkened cling film.People lived out within their tortured wanderings and excursions into what they hoped for was a freedom of sorts.The matrix seemed real.While observing a festival field alive with dancers in the early 1990's i witnessed some sort of union, humans connected in some sort of shared dancevision, like bees around a hive, or birds in flight in a giant flock...i had been lucky, i had seen and felt these wonderous moments, i had witnessed and shared the depths of my ecstatic pupils round firelight under starry skies...but i knew, in these millenial times, that many had not after all...The matrix seemed real. Many though were like me, they had seen, and they had not forgotten, as if the illumination of those heady days had forged or shaped spirit in such a way that they would somehow survive the days when the gates closed, either remaining outside, far, far away, or learning how to operate inside and out, like secret agents..many had discovered ancient stargates birthed through awakenings from nature, from the old myths, from things that had lived before the matrix. The matrix? what was it, what is it? well somehow it tied in with corporate reality, which, like an invading army or doctrine in the past, seemed to emerge and grow very quickly, like an errant dna altered superweed..our towns and cities fell one by one...business parks with darkened windows and manicured lawns, often sat beside wild little woods which seemed like two worlds were now living side by side...these were small hubs in small towns and cities...their motherships were in the true metropolis, the super cities, the capitals..but each one was very similar, business models, behaviour models , a sort of humdrum but super sharp entire way of life. the office demanded conformity, it bred a type of shallow , uniform way of existance...professionalism, tidyness, organisation,taboo subjects of speech or attitude,it boxed people in..it was polished and enhanced by guru types, by hypnotherapists, by psychology professors, a reality was born, and this was spread like the germ it was throughout society, via the media. They wanted us to be human resources, and thats what many became....many endured the constricting way of life, thinking of the money, being seduced by the promise of the bigger car, the better house, but they were trading their spirits for this numbing existance...the wounds from living an unreal life were fed with more illusion, and hopefully, with, more money! Money, what it was all about.The corporate giants may pay lip service to nature and charity once in a while to appear to be doing the right thing but it is about money, and power and ......well...that is it..money and power. Governments are simply part of the racket.In the pockets of far more powerful corporations, like the oil sector, or the financial sector.

become YOU

whilst walking out the other night to absorb the powerful rays of the moon into my psyche i passed many houses on my way...in each house the flickering lights of television screens held the houses occupants in the passive state which overcomes so many in the evening hours out here in the west...on i walked, breathing in deeply of the air, the oxygen....feeling alive! i was soon in a field, alone of course,not many round here share my interest in nature at night! lol! mmmmmmm, peace, breathing easy, deeply....simpl being alive....these days, if i ever watch tv, which is rare indeed, i feel its imagery often draining, as if it is filling me upo with opinions and ideas i do not need in my psyche...bombarded are we...in the cities and towns, by advertising everywhere we go, by noise, alertness, humans in the rapid to-ing and fro-ing of errands, all moving to the clock...time, time time...except the wino over there..(but thats a different story)..when do we get a chance to become OURSELVES, feel our glory, our depths and connections ...well, we have to make the space for these things, we have to search, and notice, and ALLOW, bye for now, i/m off to te fields:)

mental storms

the terrain of the inner as we move through these transformative times is a place of amazement! as the old structures shift and break up we, (as the fragments),move through space time and dance where we vibrate the best....we can be born anew in the blink of an eye...we are awake in degrees, a lot goes on under our radar, i guess it has to for it would be difficult to operate in this 3d world if we were fully open i guess....we are shapes changing as we move, if we are heart centred we will be re-configuring in sacred geometrical patterns and will be feeling increasingly good as we come into contact with others vibrating along similar lines....but storms pass, twisters, tornados...small 'whipped up' forms born of panic and misplaced emotion...we are learning to grow stronger yet more flexible, to allow errant structures to pass thru our lighter vibrations causing less and less damage...our cellular dance beats more naturally, more in tune, it is getting easier for many, ah, the relief, the trust, feels good after being part of the old machine, albeit unwillingly, for long, long time...freedom is near us all.....can u feel it too?

the new love template

lets not beat about the bush here.....the system as we know it is on the way out..the leaders have either been blinded for long time of fundamental laws of reality or been slaves of processes that they had only minimum control of...(the runaway train)..it is splitting, dissolving,cracking...there is panic being beamed out of tv media central...panic, gloom, and above all a massive impotence as they feel the ship enter the depths.....ahh, the depths...what do we mean by this phrase..the crucible, the flux, the shifting, the bits between...anyone with sense will have noticed a long time ago changes coming , they will have felt it, been shown it, noticed hints, warnings, patterns and the like...i am on twitter for examole, under the name worldtreeman, and i have a wide circle of 'human stars' that are sharing this moment in time with me...it is wonderful...feel the excitement, if u have not done already, then suspend the lines incoming from media news central as they panic about the euro, about the yen, the dollar, about the debt, the loans STOP! its going, its had it, and this is ultimately good for people and planet...well it can be anyway...now, more than ever we have to support, give light, understand, reach out and inspire each other...lets be in this for real, its amazing...its the NEW LOVE TEMPLATE!! and it deserves celebration!

lovin the shadows

here we are....humans on our earthwalk, walking the visions,talking the talk, doing this, and that, experimenting, learning,all the many things we do...latel i have been thinking of the many parts of being human that make us 'real' and 'whole'...ok, i acknowledge that many people are unconcerned with 'wholeness' and thats fine, each is on their own unique path here...and no one should be 'made' to do anything....but to those that are, then to be 'whole' means endeavouring to embrace the whole of the self...the light bits and those other bits, the darkness and the shadows...i remeber many years ago having a conversation with a girlfriend and she said..'accept your dark side and you will be happy'...at the time i thought how glib that sounded. i was sitting there, suffused in a cosmic swirl of odd forces tr ng to find expression and she was saying in an almost throwaway fashion , as if it was easy...of course, it wasn't easy!! my blocks had been FEAR..oh yes, a BIG fear born of a sensitive turn of the spirit that suddenl found itself inside an opened door that was like a horror film...i demonised the dark..kept it away with crucifixes and the like until it grew darker and more twisted,,and more ANGRY!!! an encounter with a shaman started the path to acceptance. and ten years later, after engaging with the forms and forces in the meltwaters of the defrosted ice worlds within (courtesy of the shamans work), i have done a lot of work...i now see some things i didn't before..if we don't accept, then we project..hence the saddams, the gaddafis etc of this world are held up and everyone pours forth their fears and hatreds on them...i have got to the point now that if i see a person who is held up in this way then it is them that needs vast amounts of healing sent their way...after all, if we are a collective, then some will don the mask that is required by the collective and some will wear the evil masks and keep on doing this until we are more whole as a species..i believe energy is free flowing but comes across blocks and gets warped and twisted, personalities can then grow in this 'kink', until the kink is sorted out.many parts of our society today have these 'kinks' and warps, and it is here that we have the work to do...some do a lot of work of this nature,i believe if one can, then one should, well at least light a candle now and then and get to the centre point and send some of the 'basking love vibes' to where it is needed ...FEAR is the thing we need to grow through...send it LOVE...LOVE and more LOVE.....