this dying system...part one...

2012 hasarrived, the year on the lips and in the minds of so many of the humans on planet earth and seems to have created more of an interest since the millenium itself .....well, the millenium came and went, and in fact seems tame now, almost olde worlde...a sort of mental starting block as it were, leading to where we are now.Leading up to the millenium we had pre millenial tension as it was called.Alien visions filtered through the collective consciousness, fuelled by the wave of interest in the x-files during the 1990's and of the sweeping craze of electronic trance music, turning millions into cyber shamans as the repetitive beats moved through our worlds.But, as i said, the millenium dawned, and things didn't seem to shift much, the dawning of the age of aquarius seemed a bit of a let down, the millenium bug failed to materialise and wipe out the computer networks...things seemed to return to normal, well the sort of normal we had got used to here on disconnected spaceship earth....as we bustled and jostled in a system divorced from nature . with our wires trailing in thew cosmic winds many felt lost,perceiving life being lived somewhat artificially, as if reality lay behind some sort of darkened cling film.People lived out within their tortured wanderings and excursions into what they hoped for was a freedom of sorts.The matrix seemed real.While observing a festival field alive with dancers in the early 1990's i witnessed some sort of union, humans connected in some sort of shared dancevision, like bees around a hive, or birds in flight in a giant flock...i had been lucky, i had seen and felt these wonderous moments, i had witnessed and shared the depths of my ecstatic pupils round firelight under starry skies...but i knew, in these millenial times, that many had not after all...The matrix seemed real. Many though were like me, they had seen, and they had not forgotten, as if the illumination of those heady days had forged or shaped spirit in such a way that they would somehow survive the days when the gates closed, either remaining outside, far, far away, or learning how to operate inside and out, like secret agents..many had discovered ancient stargates birthed through awakenings from nature, from the old myths, from things that had lived before the matrix. The matrix? what was it, what is it? well somehow it tied in with corporate reality, which, like an invading army or doctrine in the past, seemed to emerge and grow very quickly, like an errant dna altered superweed..our towns and cities fell one by one...business parks with darkened windows and manicured lawns, often sat beside wild little woods which seemed like two worlds were now living side by side...these were small hubs in small towns and cities...their motherships were in the true metropolis, the super cities, the capitals..but each one was very similar, business models, behaviour models , a sort of humdrum but super sharp entire way of life. the office demanded conformity, it bred a type of shallow , uniform way of existance...professionalism, tidyness, organisation,taboo subjects of speech or attitude,it boxed people in..it was polished and enhanced by guru types, by hypnotherapists, by psychology professors, a reality was born, and this was spread like the germ it was throughout society, via the media. They wanted us to be human resources, and thats what many became....many endured the constricting way of life, thinking of the money, being seduced by the promise of the bigger car, the better house, but they were trading their spirits for this numbing existance...the wounds from living an unreal life were fed with more illusion, and hopefully, with, more money! Money, what it was all about.The corporate giants may pay lip service to nature and charity once in a while to appear to be doing the right thing but it is about money, and power and ......well...that is it..money and power. Governments are simply part of the racket.In the pockets of far more powerful corporations, like the oil sector, or the financial sector.