i will never be assimilated

I am happy that a good part of me is still a healthy rebel, a more mature one these days yes, but more rounded and realistic.......energy, i dont waste it on moaning about the system anymore, worry,,, i dont do it anymore, terrorism is no threat to me, i dont give a damn about the bankers, one day their own consciences will kick in, in fact , a lot of the hullabaloo which passes for news and views we are spoonfed daily with is meaningless to me, timewasting, grazing on illusion, i try to get out of the man made mandala, not into it! it is like the tripods trilogy, with those being capped conforming, its like a false mode or model has been placed over us and we have to fit in to this shape..........well a lot of us do not fit, and have simply grown through the walls, like trees that grow through metal fences, incorporating them into their living selves, but thriving nonetheless. yes, we see thru the walls, feel the beauty, and the rawness and the real, societies current templates are simply candy floss or bedtime stories now, to take with a pinch of salt or even derision. its just a pity that it still takes itself so seriously, in the face of the rape of the planet, some will still be focused on the money markets as they fall off the cliff like lemmings!some will survive though, and i believe this is the current evolution, invisibly taking place inside our psyches and cells, the new humans, like avatars, will either sink or swim in the cosmic future, now put that in your pipe and smoke it!